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Feeling pretty miserable again. A combination of causes, the thing at the end of the weekend started me off and then this complete fucking balls-up with the house sale has left me really seriously fucked up on the financial front.
I suppose it's nothing too serious really - at worst, I'll get taken to court and by then I'll have the money to pay them - but I could really do without the hassle.
It's times like this when I realise that I've not really recovered that much from how depressed I was after the accident. It doesn't take much of a backslide to leave me feeling like I'm on the edge of the long drop back down to being that low again. I don't seem to have any emotional strength any more... every time the world knocks me back I feel like I'm going to fall over again.
Update: in keeping with the universe's usual policy of kicking someone when they're down, I just got an email from my sister telling me that they are now unable to exchange contracts on the house sale until the 6th of May at the earliest. Oh dear.
I suppose it's nothing too serious really - at worst, I'll get taken to court and by then I'll have the money to pay them - but I could really do without the hassle.
It's times like this when I realise that I've not really recovered that much from how depressed I was after the accident. It doesn't take much of a backslide to leave me feeling like I'm on the edge of the long drop back down to being that low again. I don't seem to have any emotional strength any more... every time the world knocks me back I feel like I'm going to fall over again.
Update: in keeping with the universe's usual policy of kicking someone when they're down, I just got an email from my sister telling me that they are now unable to exchange contracts on the house sale until the 6th of May at the earliest. Oh dear.
