Bleurgh...
Sep. 23rd, 2004 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dennyToday I don't feel too good. Sort of flat. I think the constant background pain is starting to wear me down again, I remember it doing this last year now that I think about it.
Leg hurts a bit more today, swelling continues to reduce very very very slowly. Overall, I don't think I'm much recovered from how I was on Monday. It's looking more and more like I'm going to be stuck on crutches again for quite a while. Contemplating that possibility leaves me close to tears... I want to protest that this setback is 'unfair' - like the world was ever fair or unfair... the world just is. Self-demonstrating, no less. Oh well.
On the bright side, my boss came over to say good things about the work I did while I was working from home - the stuff that was really bloody-minded - so I feel a bit better about the struggles I had with getting that to work right, and the apparently lack of productivity it caused.
Mind you, as a reward I've been given the task of installing some stats and monitoring software on a cluster of Win2k servers running IIS. Gee thanks. Next time I won't finish working on the current Perl task until the next Perl task comes up ;)
Leg hurts a bit more today, swelling continues to reduce very very very slowly. Overall, I don't think I'm much recovered from how I was on Monday. It's looking more and more like I'm going to be stuck on crutches again for quite a while. Contemplating that possibility leaves me close to tears... I want to protest that this setback is 'unfair' - like the world was ever fair or unfair... the world just is. Self-demonstrating, no less. Oh well.
On the bright side, my boss came over to say good things about the work I did while I was working from home - the stuff that was really bloody-minded - so I feel a bit better about the struggles I had with getting that to work right, and the apparently lack of productivity it caused.
Mind you, as a reward I've been given the task of installing some stats and monitoring software on a cluster of Win2k servers running IIS. Gee thanks. Next time I won't finish working on the current Perl task until the next Perl task comes up ;)
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Date: 2004-09-23 04:39 am (UTC)So sorry you're flat babe. Saw your posts from yesterday too, and they weren't too tickety boo either...feel kinda bad I was avoiding my friends page yesterday, given you texted me when I was low. Thank you once again for that, came through at just the right time **kiss**
Back ground pain is a killer, very mood altering. Keep and eye on it, and be kind to yourself.
**sends buckets of healing vibes**
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Date: 2004-09-23 05:41 am (UTC)Nah, has to be done sometimes... I do it, and my list is half the length of yours. And my life probably a lot less than half as busy!
Thank you once again for that, came through at just the right time
*smile* Glad to hear it.
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Date: 2004-09-23 10:17 am (UTC)I must aggree though, the fall was " unfair " and so is having to work on Win2k servers..:)
Chin up mate ( It makes it easier for the next bastard to hit )..
Anything I can help with...as ever just call...But you knew that anyway....