Not really. The shiny-new-car happiness was doing a splendid job of covering up a longer-term unhappiness, but as the car is no longer with me, I'm back to being quite down.
Mostly I miss my last girlfriend. I'm not really sure what to do about that except wait for time to heal it up... although I'm starting to wonder if this is one of the ones that never really heals up properly.
I'm sure life will balance out again eventually, it just seems to be in a endless-feeling trough right now - brief period of car/money glee aside. It's the duration rather than the depth which is really wearing me down.
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Date: 2005-06-17 12:00 pm (UTC)Mostly I miss my last girlfriend. I'm not really sure what to do about that except wait for time to heal it up... although I'm starting to wonder if this is one of the ones that never really heals up properly.
I'm sure life will balance out again eventually, it just seems to be in a endless-feeling trough right now - brief period of car/money glee aside. It's the duration rather than the depth which is really wearing me down.