Oh, something just occurred to me: could it be that one of the reasons this flab bothers you so much is that it is symptomatic and therefore possibly symbolic, in a way, of the damage/changes to your life done by the accident? I certainly wouldn't be surprised if the fact it was caused by enforced immobility inclines you to be less happy with it than you might be had it happened of its own accord. I could be barking up completely the wrong tree, in which case ignore me :)
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Date: 2006-08-16 02:01 pm (UTC)